I’m turning out the lights and closing up the blinds. I don’t need those voices tonight. I only need to know what the fuck is going to happen to me with all the lost years betrayed by my scheming. And what the fuck becomes of the people I love and the things that I sought if I can’t break this wall? It’s the late shift burning and I’m beat at both ends blind. A candle without a wick’s end and no fucking end in sight. No past, present, or future- my cryptic self beside. Hardwired blood for pacing empty rooms like this at night.
It’s all Ive ever known. Do I have to die this way? It’s all I’ve ever known. We cant just walk away. Can I find the strength inside for the last time? For all time.
On their debut record, the London hardcore upstarts cross-up mosh-ready fare with melancholic ambient passages, weeping guitars, and virtuosic vocal harmonies, but its romantic veneer is much more complicated than it seems. Bandcamp Album of the Day Jan 30, 2019